September 29, 2008
Hey QT, what’s up? What’s wrong, you seemed like you are mad at me, are you? If your mad because I was being a bitch on the phone, I had an awful night. Nothing especially bad happened, I was just in a really bad mood. Oh Goody, I just got a 6 out of 10 on my math quiz… Great. Anyway I’m sorry if I was being rude. Today is a very tired day, I’m SO tired! W/B/S LOVE, L.

Hey QT, what’s up? What’s wrong, you seemed like you are mad at me, are you? If your mad because I was being a bitch on the phone, I had an awful night. Nothing especially bad happened, I was just in a really bad mood. Oh Goody, I just got a 6 out of 10 on my math quiz… Great. Anyway I’m sorry if I was being rude. Today is a very tired day, I’m SO tired! W/B/S

LOVE,

L.

September 28, 2008
B. Hello. I’m so glad that today is Friday. Fridays are probably the best day of the week. I wish I had a taco right now. That would be delicious. I don’t know what you’re talking about, I’m not grounded again. Soooo, what do you think we should do for New Years? The early 1900’s were awesome. I can already tell that this is gonna be a long two months. I am so tired right now. I’m running out of things to write. Sooooo …….. I was wondering what I was gonna get MY Norma Jean shirt back? Today I was sitting class and just thinking about it and it just hit me … I am almost done with the first big thing I have to accomplish in my life. I’ve only got a year and a half until I graduate and I know it sounds wierd but I kinda don’t want to graduate. I’ve always had this thought that once I graduate high school that I’m basically an adult and that pretty much means the end of fun. These are the best years of my life and I’m spending them in this shit-hole. Sorry about that. I kinda got carried away. What was your song about? Monster trucks are cool. It’s a car that can crush other cars. Jetpacks are also pretty awesome. I love you sooo much. I’ve run out of adjectives to descibe how much I love you. All of the words I know just don’t do justice to how amazing you are. I love you. I gotta go now. I LOVE YOU.

B.

Hello. I’m so glad that today is Friday. Fridays are probably the best day of the week. I wish I had a taco right now. That would be delicious. I don’t know what you’re talking about, I’m not grounded again. Soooo, what do you think we should do for New Years? The early 1900’s were awesome. I can already tell that this is gonna be a long two months. I am so tired right now. I’m running out of things to write. Sooooo …….. I was wondering what I was gonna get MY Norma Jean shirt back? Today I was sitting class and just thinking about it and it just hit me … I am almost done with the first big thing I have to accomplish in my life. I’ve only got a year and a half until I graduate and I know it sounds wierd but I kinda don’t want to graduate. I’ve always had this thought that once I graduate high school that I’m basically an adult and that pretty much means the end of fun. These are the best years of my life and I’m spending them in this shit-hole.

Sorry about that. I kinda got carried away. What was your song about? Monster trucks are cool. It’s a car that can crush other cars. Jetpacks are also pretty awesome. I love you sooo much. I’ve run out of adjectives to descibe how much I love you. All of the words I know just don’t do justice to how amazing you are. I love you. I gotta go now. I LOVE YOU.

September 27, 2008
[xxx], Hi! How are you? I’m okay. God I was fucked-up last night. I couldn’t wake up this morning! I can’t wait for Beverly Hills/Melrose Place tonight. I’ll have to tape it, I need to go to Progressions (spelling? Oh, who gives a shit… if you can figure out what the word is—it doesn’t matter if I fuck it up.) [xxx]’s dancing in it—with O.C.’s little sister. He picks her up and shit. Will you come w/me? PLEASE? We’ll have fun. Either he’ll be really good and I’ll be jellous of the chick, and I’ll love him. Or he’ll suck, and we’ll laugh a lot and I’ll love him for trying. Or maybe I wont. Maybe I’ll ask myself why I like him at all. CAN YOU COME? What do you think—good or bad dancer.

[xxx],

Hi! How are you? I’m okay.

God I was fucked-up last night. I couldn’t wake up this morning! I can’t wait for Beverly Hills/Melrose Place tonight. I’ll have to tape it, I need to go to Progressions (spelling? Oh, who gives a shit… if you can figure out what the word is—it doesn’t matter if I fuck it up.) [xxx]’s dancing in it—with O.C.’s little sister. He picks her up and shit.

Will you come w/me? PLEASE? We’ll have fun.

Either he’ll be really good and I’ll be jellous of the chick, and I’ll love him. Or he’ll suck, and we’ll laugh a lot and I’ll love him for trying.

Or maybe I wont.

Maybe I’ll ask myself why I like him at all.

CAN YOU COME?

What do you think—good or bad dancer.

Sat. night/Sun. morn. [4/17-4/18/92] 2:00 A.M. Tonight I got stoned for the 1st time. I got all light-headed and it was really kind of weird, but cool. I’m not going to do it regularly, but it was really cool. I liked being baked. It was like I couldn’t control what I did, but I could think OK. Like I couldn’t really control what I said. It just came out. But you know what—it hurt to inhale it. It burned my throat. But it was a neat experience. I’m tired. I’m going to fall asleep writing this.

Sat. night/Sun. morn. [4/17-4/18/92]

2:00 A.M.

Tonight I got stoned for the 1st time. I got all light-headed and it was really kind of weird, but cool. I’m not going to do it regularly, but it was really cool. I liked being baked. It was like I couldn’t control what I did, but I could think OK. Like I couldn’t really control what I said. It just came out. But you know what—it hurt to inhale it. It burned my throat. But it was a neat experience. I’m tired. I’m going to fall asleep writing this.